Holding onto HOPE

We got some preliminary tests back on Joel today that do not look good. Doctors are not being optimistic with us-but really-they haven't been this entire time. But Joel has also continued to defy the odds this entire time. We will have more definitive answers by tomorrow. We just need prayers and we still need that miracle.This morning I crawled over to my husbands side of the bed and I wrapped his covers around me and imagined it was his arms. I breathed in his scent on his pillows and I prayed and begged for the life of my husband. I don't understand why this is happening in our lives. I just know that I adore my husband. And I miss him so much my heart aches. I want him home with his family like he should be. I want him healed and I want him whole. God please, let it be.

I Breathe You In, God-Bryan & Katie Torwalt

The presence of the Living God Satisfies the depths of my heart And all of me, changed when you came And I'm made free by Your glory and grace And I breathe You in,God Cause You are there all around me

The kindness of Your love's pure light Pierces through the darkest of all night And everything is possible now For God is here And God is good

And You are good, God For You are good to me

And when I don't understand I will choose You And when I dont understand I will choose to love You, God

And You are good, God For You are good to me For You are good, God For You are good to me