Yesterday was the day I chose gratitude. My dear friend sent me a verse from Habakkuk 3 where it talks about even though they weren't seeing the results they'd asked for in their prayers, still they rejoiced. It's not easy to do in the midst of broken circumstances. Then I came across a quote that said: "bring me the sacrifice of gratitude and watch and see how I will bless you" (Jesus Calling Devotional). So I made a decision first thing that morning, today is going to be a day of gratitude, no matter what happens and no matter what they tell me. It's thankfulness not because of what I see but God because of who You are. I let thankfulness and gratitude rise in my heart all day long, and before long, it started changing my heart. The desperation I felt was starting to leave and hope was slowly rising. Then a funny thing happened, things started to shift with Ellis. We got news that pushed us forward a little bit more. And for that, I am so thankful. We are so very close to getting over another hump for this baby girl.
She went almost an entire day without a seizure. If she can keep this up they can start weaning her off her sedation medication. Once they do they believe they can also finally wean her from her two remaining blood pressure meds she's on. Once that happens she will have been weaned off half the medications she was taking. We would also soon be able to have a conversation about getting her off the vent that is helping her breathe.
In other good news, her right lung that had collapsed, has re inflated. We were so, so happy about this because now she won't need anything more invasive to re inflate it. Thank you Lord.
We still need prayers for no more seizures and that she can get off these meds that are keeping her on the vent.
Once she's off the vent then they will start running tests that give us a baseline of where she's at medically. These are the tests we are believing will come back and astound the doctors who have already said they expect bad results due what her body has been through with the infection. I've said it every day and will continue to say it until we see it with our own eyes-Ellis Claire will be completely healed and restored. We believe nothing less for her. Her life will be like the meaning of her name, a bright shining light declaring Jehovah is God.
Thank you for showing us such kindness. Thank you for your encouragement. Thank you for your stories of hopefulness. Thank you for your texts, emails and messages. Thanks for loving on the Rodriguez family. We love you.
There is a light It burns brighter than the sun He steals the night And casts no shadow There is hope Should oceans rise and mountains fall He never fails
So take heart Let His love lead us through the night Hold on to hope And take courage again